Was on street from March, 24 to February, 25. Lots of days waking up with nothing, begging. I barely lived. Setting my life back up in Great Britain. Many of my accounts I don't have access to such as YouTube, Twitter and LinkedIn. I will work steadily setting up byrondeans.com, my web apps, and all my accounts in the coming weeks.

It was working in Italy on a farm and restaurant that allowed me to pay for byrondeans.com last year. Interestingly, Padre Pio, a famous stigmatist, used a miracle to save the life of the man who got me the job. Then, the payments from the work disappeared from my Revolut account. I won't go into any more detail here.
5 Jun 2025: I thought I would add, the transactions that disappeared from my Revolut account almost certainly connect to what my Uncle John in Canada wrote me, which is "what did you ever do but beg" if I remember correctly: if there's breath in me, it's to expose that the two connect and that there is a serious international conspiracy involved. My Uncle John smoked pot for years, and I'm sure that connects. It would be ironic if I am one day a hit musician; in connection to that, watch out for Hugge in Paphos where I filmed some of God 101's music video demo. One of the ladies there was open about doing cocaine which is extremely serious. I did tell them off in the end by email but I want to be really clear that was going on there in conversation. 19 Aug 2025: Two boys approached me in a park yesterday, allegedly fishing, but really bothering me and fishing for information. One told me hadn't been to school in seven years even though he was just a child. Earlier, I found a nice place with the path blocked by a fallen tree so people wouldn't walk by. My being there and not the tree suddenly triggered the park rangers walking by to build a trail, so I told them that probably half the people walking by are there to deliberately bother me. I told them about the conversation in Italy where I asked the man who was saved by the stigmatist (see above) what percentage of the people were there to deliberately bother him. He said "seventy percent" and I said "that's what I thought" or some such thing. That said, whoever is doing the bothering, I know is reading this. You're obviously known for starvation. Therefore you would have to be starving yourselves. I know you had me put in an institution for no legitimate reason, and I know you falsely accused me of taking silverware from the kitchen. Fortunately, I cleared that up quickly. But it was a brush with a fate worse than death; I was imagining a lobotomy and drugs, and then trying to follow the later instructions, failing, and getting shocks for it, in addition to diverticulitus and a range of other diseases being added. That's a fate far worse than a gun could ever achieve. I know you're behind the Paramore lyric "One step beyond your door it might as well have been a free fall" and the Rich Men North Of Richmond lyric about total control. I also know you knew me in my childhood. I know you removed the Pentax camera I had so carefully selected from the camera shop before I could pick it up. I know you damaged my iPhone 7 camera in Cyprus, because the world's biggest artists might use one commercially: that is, because it might have helped my money. I know the lady at the party in Chicago, who's dad fired people, chewed me out in connection to just how low the jobs market really is, and I know that's a system of killing you're behind. And that, of course, connects to the movies Up In The Air and Lady Bird. And I know the person who invited me to the party was asking questions on your behalf when I was in Cyprus, and earlier came to my home on your behalf. I know you set up the war in Gaza and the starvation there, and before that, the Holocaust in Germany and the starvation in it. The list of offences goes on. That said, I have some ideas to help this situation. One of the bottom lines for me is to be established in yoga before performing action; Self-Realization Fellowship offers the authentic yoga Jesus was doing in his time, and it came from the king of yogis, starting to flow in 1861. It's my belief that Yogananda is a spiritual authority, and he writes that cloistered Christians often do achieve closeness to God, but yoga is a better and faster system, and it's not incompatible with Christianity: it can be combined. So that's my idea of a good idea. As for ethics, which I believe is the first step to God, which I mention in God 101, I was able to get more information about it that I think is useful. I consider the library that I got the book from to be noteworthy. The best CV I found was there, and it's an area known for rock royalty and really high prices. I also got a great biography of Martin Luther King and a great book about The Rolling Stones: it's clearly better than the other libraries and I imagine in connection, the people curating the books are more elevated intellectuals than the other libraries have. So I got a book on ethics, and it describes how Socrates boils ethics down to the soul, and then counting, or mathematics. It also quotes Socrates as saying someone went to a graveyard, was disgusted at first, but then broke down. That, I think, connects to The Holy Science by Sri Yukteswar Giri, where he writes "sexuality is the archenemy of morality". Yogananda writes that the first step to God is to separate good from wickedness. That, I see, is the first step to righteousness, and what better way to do it than to identify the archenemy of morality! I like to use the word "phat" to describe the area, because it to me signifies an un-Godly tone, and the rock royalty and people like Sir David Beckham and his wife partying in clubs. To me, what's missing, is essentially summed up by Gandhi's book not being in the library I just mentioned: in other words, although the area I see as leading in terms of promoting Jesus, it lags in promoting Krishna, who Gandhi was obviously enormously connected to. Instead of My Experiments With Truth, the library had a book on Gandhi written by an Indian: my hunch is he, like Churchill, was pro-colonial. Self-Realization Fellowship combines Jesus with Krishna, so I see that as as the way to move forward. When I was on the street, I was being harassed by an expert, who also gave me money, and just as I was reaching for the juice I was pretty sure she hadn't gotten me, a person approached me and said "the priest wants you to have this water", and I said "perfect timing". I am fairly certain that priest is a total expert scientist at the branch of the holy science that includes Christian practice. Also, on the street, it's typical for people to say "there's a" and an example is a food bank that's closed with no hours or explanation in the middle of the day: at that church, by contrast, more poor people were fed regularly than any other church in the city in my experience, and I sincerely doubt it was a coincidence. His mastery was what was behind it. So that's an example of an application of the holy science and I experienced an application of that branch for years in Cyprus and before. So what's been going on is positive, but it could be better. I was imagining the powerful people, including that priest, using incredibly accurate scales to fill sandbags in trunks of cars they use, with their exact weight, and then replacing themselves with the bags periodically, to not be caught by cameras. That's my relationship with it right now, as there seems to be money. That would mean someone financially responsible is behind it. That said, if any of those people showed a hair on their heads, I'd guess they'd be hit like I was with fraudulent warrants. My guess is at least two billion core people are involved in the criminal behaviour that's behind what I've described; they provide eyeballs and brains for it's engine of starvation and mayhem. They are the people who arranged me to, as one of a million examples, be harassed in Turkey for listening to Barabajagal, with a hippie symbol flashed, even though my phone had no SIM card. It connects also to when I estimated the intelligence of a woman on a flight as being unusually high based just on how she typed into her phone, and she turned out to be an MD, proving my gut. They use AI to estimate everyone's intelligence and move in slowly and methodically. And, again, I know you're reading this. Stop being wicked. That's all I'll say for now. 2 Oct 2025: I just got in a fairly serious disputed with LinkedIn. I sent an Affidavit of Identity signed by a local lawyer and all they said was there was some kind of vague terms of use violation. They didn't elaborate and I threatened that if I could I'd put them out of business. I'm still working on my life and businesses and the sacred job. 23/10/2025: Gold recently shot up in price. When I arrived in London it was about half what it is today. The explanation in the news is no one has anything else to invest in but metal. I could have predicted that based on the confidence of the people at Hugge in Cyprus where they talked down to me with intimate knowledge of my life. I want to relate a story from two days ago. I have a hunch I am at the level of Bob Dylan, Robert Deniro, Meryl Streep and Saiorse Ronan artistically: that is, a massive genius. I'll double down I like God 101 and believe in the song. That said, I'm not crystal clear. I was talking to a woman I profiled as one of the most inner and outer beautiful in London, from India. After she clearly didn't care about Yogananda's instructions which came from a very divine origin it didn't surprise me she didn't know 40% of south Asians are under 18: I see the two as related. In China, I think it's probably worse, and I think a big part of what's wrong with the world that's driving up gold is that people just plain don't understand the mechanism behind those population numbers: they're just naive and stupid. People looking down at us probably paid 23 million pounds for those apartments, so the setting was epic. 6/11/2025: Just as I was leaving Egypt in 2015 to go to New Zealand, a man gently reached out at night outside a downtown Cairo cafe and poked my navel. I've written three letters to Egyptian embassies in Cyprus and London and haven't received a response. Pope Leo recently warned the third world war is going on piecemeal, and there are a lot of mystics in the Bible in Egypt and maybe those two facts connect to my experience, with the silence and poking that part of the body. I wrote a poem today I thought I'd share. I've literally said "I'm being hunted and killed" and gotten a response I wasn't remotely satisfied with. The poem is, and I did in fact read My Amy last night "Last night I drank and read Tyler James, music always on and in his family that assassinated for the Crays, some said mafioso me, and lucky Luciano, it's Black music when they party, you have to be a hard nut, track suits off the lorry, now let me begin this lecture about what it's like to be me, first and foremost God blessed the USA, being in Hyde Park, using my prodigious talent estimating Indian beauty queens, money marries beauty, there's obviously a long line, while master criminals chase me, meets the hustle on the street, meets the Holy Science, driving rickshaws and percolating to the top, so you can estimate the significance of Hyde Park in the public as a whole, and that's one I can do, what's your genius level IQ for? They froze the place and turned it into death row, here the Hyde Park life all that and they don't get people out th ecold, could it possibly be, all those businesspeople can't see, I think so, and it connects, no job for me, Steve Jobs a fun read, have at it Mr. MSAE, his pick for the future was UJB, I called it Beggar's Tomb, already, just a simple cause of d, let slipping, the land God blessed started with Africans, so it's not just Europe, like Leda and the Swan, so simple, but something Asia doesn't have and they put the stirrups on, the rest of the world, as far as I can tell, it feels like hell, The Green Mile is where I dwell. 3/1/2026: I'm still alive, still pushing to get a job in the GLA. I was reading about a Canadian who has a memento from James Cameron, and probably knows of Chris, who also knows "Jim". I cut Chris off, but the Guardian Weekly article quotes him as calling the state of the world the geopolitical polycrisis. Right away, I started thinking about solutions, and I imagined the exact bottom line would be checking for a connection to reality. Immediately, I thought of 23 tests, and I started imagining them, but it could be more or less. You'd approach a government, and say, "You have XYZ, do you have ANY connection to reality?" Tony Robbins said "They take your furniture" and he said right now you have smaller and smaller levers to work with, so simple tests are "To what extent do you allow people to sue, and to what extent is it run by some kind of weird Christmas Tree of government services like psychiatry to give it a look?" There would be a lot of tests like that. The vastness of the tactics are exotically high, but perhaps the best example in my estimation is using a cammo uniform that blends with every other country; I think the underlying idea is just morale. What's the strategic advantage? Wouldn't it be better if camouflage was classified, and the uniforms were really spiffy and don't change like the flag? That would seem advantageous. Otherwise, they could simply switch the army and no one would care. That's an obvious tactic. The counterargument is "rag tag army" from The Economist when Afghanistan switched back to the Northern Alliance's control, but I think the West is rich enough not to have that problem, of irregular Afghans and no money given that it's one of the poorest countries in the world. That's just one example of a trick, but there are a million of them, and all of them connect to a reality test, so that's why I think focusing on a reality test is the best first line of defense against the polycrisis. 10/1/2026: Here is a hip-hop song I hopefully will be able to record in a proper studio in London, if I can get the money. I need a beat also. "The RL version from whatever karma be workin', one of Josh Neate's classmates got caught with civilian clothes, that's a no-no, like when the Army football team scores; I drew comments and so did my brother -- there's something British going on, I have a really long nose -- heppen to be a citizen from birth -- someone on the street said "you're important", is it true, who knows? Makes me imagine partying in midtown with Taylor Swift, yo -- and her giant hombre, where hip-hop says "some of us are Black intellectuals" -- I could get used to this, said the people's princess. What thwarts their plan is being an artist, even a fartist, from the place where the bard is -- and Sadie Sink is on, just after she helped crash Netflix. Unlike the k-pop alternatives." 12/1/2026: Bob Weir was in the obituary section today. My suspicion is the 1960s rock scene connects to Revelation 12's "A woman clothed with the Sun, and the Moon was under her feet, and upon her head a crown of twelve Stars"; the soldiering profession gets a plug, followed by a summer that is "going out in style". Maybe it's all connected. I used to listen to The Grateful Dead: I'm not a deadhead, but certainly UJB is massively significant in the context of a Jobs student; I also feel like I knew them personally before I knew them through public sources. So RIP Bob Weir. (PS - Could the "crimson and clover" reputation connect, if the devil grew back after the successful soldiering?) 15/1/26: I thought I'd update just quickly how I'm feeling. I finished a music book and started reading Grace Slick's autobiography. Her hair, like mine, turned from blonde at puberty, and like me she wasn't the best student, so from a racial point of view, especially considering I'm in engineering, I really related. There were some fun parts on the Malibu coast in her uncle's house, and she met a studio head. She was certainly full of spunk. Her idea that 1798 is a really good model for what would be around you if you were living well seemed really good; it seems like a really good requirement that everything is cleared with that in mind in a community. It might be made by machine but it seems like ideally, everything would be pretty simple around a person, as opposed to just plain artificial including the food. Using Grace Slick as a basis charactr, I was imagining walled compounds with really great privacy, so that people could grow up in a "concretized" European environment, with no information leaks. At least all the problems would be internal. The alternative reminds me of The Sopranos where half are addicted and the other half of kids are crazy. Too much heat from the outside world would seem like the obvious explanation. Simple experiments, I imagined, would be standard, so people would keep a grip on reality really tight. That seems like the way to move forward, with real caution and real clarity. 19/1/26: I went out in Mayfair last night. Just a few days ago, I read that Jonny Rotten revealed his true self in a big costume at a TV show, and it reminded me of how Tyler James would take money and not produce any music, given that Jonny had said he was working on an album: what are the chances it's going to be released? It reminds me of the joke I told online long ago, "How was Nat King Cole's 7th album?" in a London accent. 24/1/26: In connection to my burning my American naturalization certificate, David French's opinion piece in The New York Times today begins "There will be more twists and turns, highs and lows, but I'm afraid it's time to recognize a sad reality -- it's over". I wouldn't want to credit myself with being a genius who reads 80 publications a day who would really know, but my statement did come before this. 26/1/26: Today, I wrote another song, and I am trying to sell it, in case anyone is interested. I read that Tawain is being targeted by China with what is known as an "anaconda" tactic, and that the Chinese Communist Parties has secret police stations around the USA (neither recently) so I think it's safe to connect them and point to it's over (as I mentioned, my readership is minimal by "big" standards). I had perhaps a mystical experience that inspired the song, and maybe as I'm not anything like an expert, I'm imagining things, but it was like I was hearing the sound of the people running the two anaconda techniques in their music form from heaven, and it reminded me a lot of the beat from "When I Get Free", so I wrote a song with that experience described and much more. I think it's good. Maybe you'd like it. My hunch is it connects to Yogananda's writing that God blessed the USA, and to his choice of where to put Self-Realization Fellowship's Mother Centre, and its financial prospects for various people who wouldn't have them elsewhere, and that's why Tupac made that the theme of his song. 27/1/2026: I'm a desperate man. I'm totally poor. I'd like to try performing this song. I can't see any immorality in it (if you knew, though, I would hope you would help me with that, as it's something I care very much about), and it seems like it would be good for people, and for my money. "Steven Spielberg, something about that scene, where they take the machine gun nest, doesn't seem -- like they would have attempted it, unless, ordered to do so, in a serious mess -- threshold, but real; he made it sound like going to your clerk job, and at 11AM, serving a coffee to a celeb -- like Mia [Dolan] in La La Land, not a minor event, but basically bland. [line break]Mindless wassies, I can hear the Asians laughing -- another example, my dad said no provincial accents always acquired accents in the RAF -- where he was around the world's best -- Top Gun based on -- but in the movie version -- Dunkirk, it sounded like just a random person, wiped his eyes just after he woke. Again Asians laughing -- comes to mind -- To me, they're obviously the ones behind it, it doesn't take much to figure it out -- it doesn't take much to figure out what to do with my snout -- that happens to be really long, and I'm a Pitt through Grace Eva Mary Sweetland, of 18 Blenheim, back when they hadn't even invented the Spit; couple thoughts on that, Grace Slick's account of Finch, made things sound like they were slack, but when you look at the world from Jesus' eyes, you'll notices places like Cambodia are widely despised, like the native German speaker in Saving Private Ryan -- there was no way to get the German out when you looked in his eyes -- you kind of get the idea what a full-scale war is from Patton -- and what the thresholds are what the worth is over every minute and every second -- that's why slack doesn't work you see, because we're all part of the same world family. [line break]I sense the people I'm up against like to rehearse every step" [formatted as it would appear in print] 29/1/26: I'm so perfectly poor and still have the highest level of fear! My address in Cyprus for the last four years I was there, from 2020 to 2024, was 10 Tomb of the Kings, so at the time God 101 came out, I was a Tomb of the Kings neighbourhood rapper. Somehow, I can see people in the world relating to that, saying "Oh, a Tomb of the Kings rapper, interesting". "Same number same hood" comes to mind. 12/2/26: I wrote another song that I liked a lot. When I got to London, I immediately visited Cartwright Gardens where I begged a 20 almost immediately, and that will be in the video if I do one. The statue has a nice message, to me, about someone who resisted service in the Revolutionary War, and is still given a statue. I also, ironically, sat by a plaque Qeen Victoria installed for a coachman and tour groups would come by to see it. That was unintentional. The chorus lyrics are "The plaque, they had to do it, they had to get to it, where the ties are white, and the cham pops off like the 4th of July". The idea is, going to WWI was really random and more concerned with London than national strategy. 13/2/26: The theory of Rich Dad involved that a fiat currency would be a disaster. That seemed really smart to me. It seems so disconnected to use a fiat; it's as if part of the game of the father of lies, Satan, is a fiat where a person's life intertwines with Satan through service industry experiences, and never through beans. You can barely find any. I was thinking the way to tick it off royally is a currency with 50% of its face value of gold in it, and the rest in a fort, so it can be exchanged for the full value. Then, the fort would also have a hoard of the currency and those would be available as a digital currency, also to be delivered on demand to anyone who owns the digital currency. It's pretty simple. I was imagining even a moon station to register the exchanges using transmission to the moon and back (all transactions would have to clear in real time.) So in some parts of the world, they might literally wait for the moon to rise to start trading. What could be more infuriating to the Satanic part of the world? I wonder. 20/2/2026: I went through Fate Of Ophelia, and I'm still really puzzled, even after distrubiting God 101 as I begged through France, whether I am the myster person in the song. One thing is for sure, I have North Atlantic karma, where is seems like overfishing is not the problem. Having experienced beauties in London, I can say high society and a nose ring doesn't connect, when Rebekah has one in the Bible, and that to me is a clue the the narrowminded reputation Grace Slick would give it seems really real. It seems like the Bible and it don't connect, and there's a narrowmindedness that one can infer from the Bible. So Grace Slick's description of doing peyote really means a lot to me. It seems like the kind of experience you'd want to have to open your mind. But, money is also obviously important, and that exists in New York and London. So what seems great is obviously flawed, and needs to be fixed by more openmindedness: it seems like Slick was, "warts and all", really on to something, and yet I've never done drugs. I'm just imagining through her. 23/2/2026: I'm intrigued by the carrier group heading towards Iran right now. How do they motivate this carrier group considering what is in the news? Given the above New York Times quote, where did anyone get the idea to do anything at all. On the ground here, I reported two dog sitters to the police and the other cancelled for no good reason, so that was the last time I used her. I told random people about Bruce Springsteen's comments on a canal leading to the Thames, and a response was essentially "Don't listen to celebrities" in a really specific tone of voice. I think clearly it's all connected. The flags, the suppression of alarm, the subtle stories that are generated to persuade people nothing is going on, that make me look awful to my dog, and have me jumping fences to get him back, or whatever it is. It's all alarmist commie nonsense to me, from an ethnicity with no fish in the sea. One thing I think is clear is if there are enough foreigners, it counts as an invasion and needs to be treated as such. SRF Monks Iberio and Me - Holland Park, London (after nearly dying on the way). I'm still working on the God 101 Music Video Demo and have many ideas that include London maybe even involving Dave. Someone I met when I was on the street worked with Stormzy. Other music industry people also encountered me. It weirdly connected to people like Jon Pon from my childhood. 25/2/2026: Well, I'm still having panic attacks every day. Studying Amy was fun, with the black man who gets wasted and neither Amy nor the kid can get him up the steps so she shuts the door. In another song she says they're trains passing and he'll never figure out her mind. Maybe it has something to do with the mark on the thigh of the man in Revelation who finally to rule with an iron sceptre: before Fate Of Ophelia there was a lot of sleaze. Maybe she heard God 101 and tracked in with the SRF monastics. When I was on the street I heard about Rat Park where animals die of withdraeal symptoms voluntarily, and maybe that connects to "first days are the hardest days" but they don't need to worry anymore because there's a solution. 2/3/2026: "Every ghetto, every city and suburban place I've been make me recall my days in thr New Jerusalem" to me really connects to "God shed his grace on thee" that I learned in kindergarten, and Paramahansa Yogananda writing that God blessed America. I learned that an iconic design often is incredibly simple (that was a British designer who did the famous sail hotel in Dubai). Somehow, Lauren and Jong-un's daughter seem like polar opposites in this world, with Jong-un's daughter dressing like Lauren, but without a Graceland anywhere near her to also "rep" America. That particular lyric at this time in the world strikes me as the most serious and I think in connection to there being no impurity in the New Jerusalem: having lived in America it somehow just clicks, and it's good, so therefore not from Korea. I don't think Black people need to be put in their place, but Asians who couldn't even create a lyric like that do. One of my experienxes at MIU was Carlo Castillo who is from The Philippines like probably most Asians started yelling, and the words were "I can ace any test!!!". That doesn't remind me of the Martin Luther King biography I was reafing. Also, I'm sure Black Lives Matter exists because od Asian racism. It's an interesting planet to have that nuch racism and that much copying of Lauren with the explosive population of Asia and not explosive population of Black Americans. Asians should also copy the mystical side of the equation and get God's blessings. P.S. I went looking for work and just as I approached a pub in a really ritzy, historic village I thought it would be a historic moment somehow, and then just as I was leaving the last pub the live musician was singing "he walks away the sun goes down" as if the song was abouy that moment. "You're important" a woman told me when I was on the street. As for fighter aircraft dependent on software updates, it sounds distinctly Asian. My grandfather George Theriault had real care for his job as a pilot, and even getting in a fighter like that seems like bad judgement. The pilot Top Gun was based on was famous for knowing his aircraft, so it makes me wonder how that fighter could exist: how could they persuade people at the peak of ability to fly it? I'm still learning, and some of these hunches are really speculative, by the way. The End Game music video has a shot of Taylor holding up a beer that I really respect, and if any of this speculation:w
is real, I'd want to see her hold it up at the exact spot where I walked as the song was playing that I just mentioned, and also I'd re-enact parts of My Amy with her, watching paps skid down the motorway. 6/3/26: I thought more about my costume as a rapper. This is all subject to change as I learn more about thr Holy Science. For now I'll have a white visor with Iron Sceptre on it and the man amd boy who wield them in Revelation. I'll have a blue bandana just like Axl Rose's that says "Lana - Sweet Child O' Mine" and a tracking ankle bracelet with a crossed out "A" thst days "Taylor - Smells Like Teen Spirit" with a golden string that connects to my nine. Where Lana has "Paradise" tattooed I'll have "Enter Sandman" one word on each side. As usual I'll have jeans with Mystical Ninja (SNES) half out of a pocket. I'll be shirtless this time with a big Tupac Shakur on the front eith "You're My Brother" above it and "You're My Sister" below. On the back I'll have a similar Biggie Smalls with "Spread Love That's" above it and "The Brooklyn Way" below. 7/3/26: One of the bottom lines with my stage name MC Caffrey is I heard from my father the real family name (changed by his Scotch grandfather's family when he was a child) is either McLoughlin or McCaffrey. He couldn't remember but it was a "Mc" in both cases. Years later my uncle Stuart in Northwood, Greater London, told me his son, my cousin Phillip, had researched thr "Caffreys". I weighed it in the balance of my mind and decided I was being intentionally misled. I am pretty suspicious the bottom line connects to Almost Famous and the "can't understand me" rant. I think with intentional misinformation, it's easy to imagine when a person opens his mouth, it's basically standard no one will understand. The key, I think, is having the basics mapped out so there's no way to misintetpret them. For example, gravity is always the same. I was imagining isolating mercury into pure isotopes and noting weight and other characteristics are therefore absolutely nonvariable, and so on. Then, people could understand. There are other ways of making sure everyone is clear and going back to my costume I think Pac and Biggie help a lot. For example "please don't shoot up the place" is clear and so on. I imagine learning the science of whether a person should be able to understand first, and then applying fair consequences second: one example might be if the person shot the place up and pretended he didn't understand. When I was in Greece, hitchiking here, I imagined TS would have a pink album. I suspect "Enter Sandman" was on the Black Album in '91 with "Smells Like Teen Spirit" to symbolize our twinship. The Â£100,000 curtains Amy had to pay for and posh neighbours maybe really well connects to "London Boy" along with the brother/sister Tyler and Amy and I would say only-in-London experience. 10/3/26: After waiting for a technician four times for a BT landline at my address here in Harefield (I just renewed byrondeans.com without privacy so you can see what it is, along with my cel and latest Gmail dince they ripped off the last one) and not seeing a technician, I finally got a cel phone, courtesy of the UK, and on the 2nd of March called some numbers in Fairfield, including the mayor's office. I used to sometimes speak with Ed Malloy in the dome, so it seemed reasonable. I checked, after giving out byrondeans.com to the secretary to give to the mayor, and the night after I made the calls it was down. I said espionage many times to GoDaddy, in the process of resolving it, and it is back as of just a few minutes ago. I host with a British company 123 Reg and that was definitely not the problem. It was supposedly excused by some kind of ICANN verfication issue, but the timing would indicate otherwise. It reminds me of Justin Cosgrove telling me "all the links are broken" on byrondeans.com, when none were, and chills me to the core. He's a former friend and classmate who works at Sea Of Green in Arizona which is a weed-themed business, so it's no surprise. 12/3/26: It's too high stress in my life to even semi-relax. In connection to "God 101" and my comment about the utility of rap, the president-elect of Nepal apparently had the same idea, and his secondary and university education is ironically similar to mine: I was imagining both of us walking to the middle of a street to "as I take me a drink to the middle of the street". As for life in London, this is no joke, after screening The Wolfpack for Caroline Penman who messed with my church attendance out of disrespect for Jesus, I met a young woman born and raised in London who had an American accrnt: this is maybe a little hard for the third world to grip but it obviously connects both to "one year we didn't go out at all" and "I honestly believed I was Jason". In other words the city is filled with stressed out people like Manhattan. Ari Berman's mom once told me out of 100 people in New York probably 30 are crazy and she would know. That said, a population explosion and kids with their tummies puffed up connect I think quite clearly. I learned on the streets of London from Danielle Steele's book A Gift Of Hope which I read when I was on the street (no joke), there are no homeless children in San Francisco, practically speaking: my idea is therefore to build giant orphanages in the third world, and that I think would eventually erase their populatiom issue. 16/3/26: I mention in my latest Medium I'm reading Aquinas, and he based his ethics on people like Augustine, Ambrose and Gregory the Great. My heart of hearts is clear people will walk atound churches in downtown London and intentionally hyper-emphasize the Bible to keep people away from the "formless Christ", Yogananda's definition of the ultimate Christian ideal: it supposedly flummoxed the church when reported by St. Theresa of Avila, until they found it in Aquinas. Recently, the Marley lyric "in this great future you can't forget your past" has really meant a lot to me, for whatever reason; musically it just works somehow, and in connection to current events and it's not just David French's quote above. The Fugees change the location to Brooklyn, and I was imagining the last song at one of my concerts at Wembley changing the location to London: there'd be the Rainy Day Women (candidates include Natalie Portman, Katy Perry, Lily Allen, Raye, Charli XCX, Iggy Azalea, Amy Winehouse, and so on), me, and maybe Stephen Marley, and there'd be a retrospective video like at Concert for Diana, with Charles and Diana at Wembley. We'd end with the end of The Tempest, "and like an insubstantial pageant faded... our little lives are rounded with a sleep." This is all just speculation: I'm trying to sort it out. 17/3/26: I am not a relaxed person by any standards. An Asian person to me seems like the bottom line with my life. Against any instruction from an actual Asian person, I ironically meet actual Africans. That perhaps is the bottom line with my life. And that Yoganandab mentioned Harvard PhDs, one handed me my ziploma, and that "they" use contrated variations on people like Stephen Marley and George Floyd to help them breath, like Lauryn.w (11:23AM I was drunk at that point, trying to convey how an Asian thinks in my opinion, which is to use concentrated radiation on people like Stephen Marley for whatever reason, and in my opiniom it definitely connects to a Japanese person committing suicide instantly when the Americans arrive, which is to say preserving their thing. (PS last night I think I listened to "speak the wromg words and you will get touched" repeatedly.)